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A Beautiful Life
Julie Fackrell
Nov 14, 20234 min read
Camelot: An Invitation to the Table
In my early childhood, my taste in movies didn't quite align with the usual animations or lighthearted children's films, although I did...
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Julie Fackrell
Jun 17, 20244 min read
Lost at the Midpoint
I wanted to see her but, she didn’t want to see me. Mother’s Day this year was nothing like it had ever been in the past. And, it was a...
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Julie Fackrell
Oct 23, 20233 min read
Guilt
My phone started ringing at 4:37 am Sunday morning. It was Jacob and that could only mean one thing, an episode. The group home he's been...
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Julie Fackrell
Oct 12, 20233 min read
Fathers
My kids are almost exactly ten years apart. Jake was born August of 94, Emma born March 04. They both have different fathers. Jacob's dad...
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Julie Fackrell
Oct 11, 20232 min read
France…?
It's 4:30 am, I'm sitting at my kitchen table, sipping my morning peppermint mocha coffee, and listening to the sounds of the morning....
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Julie Fackrell
Jan 12, 20176 min read
Spirit Airlines, flight 869 December 13, 2016…
I was so excited, admittedly a little nervous but, my heart was full as I had both kids with me to visit family in Texas. Jake hadn’t...
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Julie Fackrell
Apr 28, 20162 min read
desensitized
the sound. It’s not a screech although the range is phenomenally high. It’s deep, his voice, it’s so deep and baritone that when he yells...
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Julie Fackrell
May 22, 20154 min read
Oh Boy…
I’m standing here in my backyard, phone in hand, scrolling Facebook and clicking ‘like’ on anything that brings a spark of happy to me....
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Julie Fackrell
Jan 16, 20152 min read
Untouched Insight
I just haven’t been able to put my thoughts in order. To much, to fast, so suddenly and unexpected. Every time I started to write, I...
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Julie Fackrell
Oct 14, 20143 min read
Anymore
It’s changing everyday. My life, it’s evolving and I feel like, just when I’m catching up, I’m still so far behind. It’s like the...
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Julie Fackrell
Aug 12, 20143 min read
For Robin
I awoke at my usual time yesterday, around 6 am. I rubbed the sleep from my eyes, only to have broken a dam. The waterworks are...
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Julie Fackrell
Aug 3, 20142 min read
Worn
Vulnerable, worn down, tired. These are the adjectives that describe me these last few days. I feel like my oomph is almost out. We...
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Julie Fackrell
Jul 28, 20141 min read
S.O.S!
Please help if you can, thank you and God bless. http://www.gofundme.com/bndxw0 #autism #gofundme #help #moneyneeded
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Julie Fackrell
Jul 14, 20145 min read
Sincerely, I ask
Clean your room, make your bed, do your chores. Go to school, get good grades, get a good job. Go to work, be on time, do your best. ...
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Julie Fackrell
Jul 6, 20141 min read
This moment
How many times in life can you say, “I’m homeless.” Fortunately, I’ve never had the opportunity to say it until now. An opportunity? As...
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Julie Fackrell
Jun 27, 20142 min read
So we go
I feel like I have to write this morning as today is the day I put my precious children on a plane and send them to California. I’ll be...
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Julie Fackrell
Jun 3, 20141 min read
S.O.S. Received, help is on its way
All my writing this past week can be found on the FB online support group (Autism Parents support & discussion group). I honestly can’t...
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Julie Fackrell
May 23, 20145 min read
Turning the lights on
Sometime around age eight, I had a series of dreams. For three nights in a row, I dreamt of a van. This van was the large, cargo kind...
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Julie Fackrell
May 19, 20143 min read
The day the music stopped
As a kid, there were many weekends where I would awake to the sound of Pink Floyd or .38 Special echoing from our basement. My father...
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Julie Fackrell
May 13, 20141 min read
A Dream that is Real: An English Sonnet
Perfect The Starting End A dream that is real comes now in my sight Glorious hues, early morning sunrise Sunset abounding, Heaven in...
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